To grow up :S

My sister showed me a piece of paper that I may need to fill in when she got home from work. She got it my step dad. It's an appliance for an apartment. I'd always wanted one. I mean, living alone means freedom to do whatever you want whenever you want and more importantly, it's time to live on my own two feet. I knew this'd happen but you know, I can't help but feeling a little bit 'unwanted'. Feels like he is tired of me living at home (again).. It also kindda saddens me because I am sort of reminded of my age and that it's time to leave my childhood. Silly me.

But well, for me living alone can also mean no properly cooked meal because why should I care how the food tastes if my sister and I will be the only one to eat it anyway?

This situation reminds me a lot of the song Grow Up by Simple Plan...

This is who I am
and this is what I like
GC, Sum and Blink and Mxpx rocking my room
if you're looking for me
I'll be at the show
I could never find a better place to go

Until the day I die I promise I won't change
so you better give up

I don't wanna be told to grow up
and I don't wanna change
I just wanna have fun
I don't wanna be told to grow up
and I don't wanna change
so you better give up
cause I'm not gonna change
I don't wanna grow up


I like to stay up late
spend hours on the phone
hanging out with all my friends
and never being at home
I'm impolite and I make fun of everyone
I'm immature but I will stay this way forever


...

:S