I hope it is only a mere nightmare.. :'(

I finally got the time to sit in front of my laptop and to update my blog. Hah.

What's new with my life? I'm now totally in love with my boyfriend. So unexpected, to be frank. Sleeping over at his place has become a new routine to my daily life and actually, I'm quite enjoying the change I have! :) :)

Work... has its ups and downs. I prefer to work less now that I have a boyfriend so we can have more time together. I have so many homeworks in school that I can barely manage my time... About school.. I guess my grade is going down abit lower. Not good. 

...and family... is not good. I am afraid of losing my step-dad. He is about to move outta the house. He says nothing to me but told mom that a few days ago. I know this is not a stuff I should post anywhere on the internet but I am in need of some sort of release of what I'm feeling right now: sadness, worried, gloomy and most of all... broken. I am not sure he is going to read this but if he is, then I think he should know that I love him, though we haven't talked much since I came back from boarding school. I have lost a dad once, I can't lose another one again!