lovelicious: New hair, new ambition!

I got a new haircut today. Nothing special, just layered, but I love my new look. Gotta post a picture sooner or later. :)

There is something that's been bugging me lately after watching Sex and The City. And no, it's not about sex, not even close to. It's more about my life. Watching New York City through the series makes me realize how big and variety the world truly is. There are so many things in this world that are unknown to us. You know, it makes me thinking for hours. About what I've seen and achieved in my almost-18-years of life and right there, I know what I want. I want something meaningful in life. I just don't want to get stuck in the place I am now forever. Before I went to a boarding school last year, 2 years went by without me being able to remember what I had done, or achieved. School, work, home - those were the only things I did, compare it to my one year at boarding school! I had so much fun, so much to remember in only a year time! I got to see many different countries and cultures. Now that I am back again, I don't want to have my old life back, when time passes by without any meaning. I don't want to waste my youth. I am going to stay here until I am done with college and that takes 3 years. You know, I just don't want to let my 3 years go to waste and poof! suddenly I have to be ready to go to university without realizing what is going on. Time flies fast and there is absolutely nothing you can do to get it back. There are just so many things I want to try in life while I can, like going to America or England to learn English in-depth, to know the world. I am kindda scared to imagine myself as an old lady without any achievments in life. I am worried, and terrified. Right I don't know what I am talking about anymore. I guess I better stop.