Dear M,
It's been almost eight months since that night, and a day hardly passes by without a thought of you crossing my mind. However, no matter how bitter I am of the fact that we couldn't be something more, I will never regret you. I am happy I did it with you. Maybe you didn't know, but I already liked you long before that night. My head automatically turned everytime I saw a white pickup car driving by. I still do that, by the way. Words cannot even describe my feelings for you. I really, really like you. Maybe it's love, I wouldn't know. I've had hearts to other guys before but never have I ever felt something this strong.
However, eight months are more than enough for me to see that there is no way we can cross each other's path ever again. I was so broken when I saw you driving in your car with a girl. I thought I saw wrong, but I didn't. You ARE together. I tried every possible way to forget you but nothing seemed to be working. I kept trying and trying until one day I realized, that you are still and will always be a part of everything I do. You are on my heart.. just like a tattoo. There is no possible way to erase you and the only option I have left, is to learn how to live without you.
It will take time, for how long I wouldn't know. Maybe days, weeks, months or even years. But don't worry, I'll be fine.
It's been almost eight months since that night, and a day hardly passes by without a thought of you crossing my mind. However, no matter how bitter I am of the fact that we couldn't be something more, I will never regret you. I am happy I did it with you. Maybe you didn't know, but I already liked you long before that night. My head automatically turned everytime I saw a white pickup car driving by. I still do that, by the way. Words cannot even describe my feelings for you. I really, really like you. Maybe it's love, I wouldn't know. I've had hearts to other guys before but never have I ever felt something this strong.
However, eight months are more than enough for me to see that there is no way we can cross each other's path ever again. I was so broken when I saw you driving in your car with a girl. I thought I saw wrong, but I didn't. You ARE together. I tried every possible way to forget you but nothing seemed to be working. I kept trying and trying until one day I realized, that you are still and will always be a part of everything I do. You are on my heart.. just like a tattoo. There is no possible way to erase you and the only option I have left, is to learn how to live without you.
It will take time, for how long I wouldn't know. Maybe days, weeks, months or even years. But don't worry, I'll be fine.
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